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RE: “If Jaebum returns he’s definitely returning to 2PM.”

Thu, 12 Nov 2009 22:46:42 GMT

“If Jaebum returns he’s definitely returning to 2PM.”

Singer and producer Park Jinyoung opened his mouth for the first time about Jaebum, who took a withdrawal from 2PM and is in America, and his return.

In the afternoon of the 11th Park jinyoung, with the Wonder Girls appeared on MBC ‘Golden Fishery’ ‘Knee Drop Guru’ and revealed his position about the Jaebum case.

Park Jinyoung opened his mouth to say, “When the Korean criticism case burst I thought that the level of responses were too extreme. There were even practices for a suicide petition. But when Jaebum Goon left for America, the publice opinion changed in saying that it was the fault of incorrect translations and there was nothing wrong.”

Park Jingyoung revealed, “Jaebum’s thoughts and my thoughts are they same. Though he didn’t do anything good it wasn’t something to just look over either,” and said, “Especially because if you are a person who sings and dances you are a person who is connected to the culture so you can’t criticize other cultural people. I think that kind of expression was wrong.”

Park Jinyoung said, “If you asking, then is Jaebum a bad kid, that’s not it. He’s a really kind child. At the time Jaebum was really crooked. To my face he said that he wouldn’t receive my producer songs and said he had the confidence to succeed without them” and emphasized, “But Jaebum does not lie. Jaebum kept changing. The Jaebum now is not the Jaebum then”.

He said, “But I acknowledge that the Jaebum then had wounds. And that was Jaebum’s thoughts. And that’s why he couldn’t stand on stage alone” and “But when asked if the other members shouldn’t get to stand on stage he said that wasn’t it. Jaebum said ‘Hyung I want to go to America’” he confessed. Park Jinyoung said “If I was Jaebum I would have thought the same thing”.

Park Jinyoung said “If there wasn’t a problem then Jaebum and I would have fought to the end. But he himself thought he did much wrong” and said “If you care for Jaebum I would like the public and the fans to leave him alone. Because he’s regretting and reflecting on himself I think it would be helping him to leave him alone”.

Park Jinyoung definitely talked about the possibility of Jaebum’s return. He said, “What I can do during the time Jaebum is resting is to help so he doesn’t rust as a singer by helping him meeting dance and vocal teachers, later when he wants to stand on stage again then it’s then you need to help him”.

He said “If he returns, then he’s definitely returning to 2PM” and emphasized “Jaebum doesn’t want to return as a Solo and neither do the members”.

This is the first time that Park Jinyoung has revealed his position about Jaebum after his comments last September on the official JYP Entertainment website through two memos.

Irrelevant information omitted

CREDITS: Kim Hyunrok reporter @ Starnews (SOURCE) & G-race @ 2ONEDAY (TRANS)
http://star.mt.co.kr/view/stview.php?no=20...1&outlink=1

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I think JYP should've done more than just agree with Jay. He should've told Jay that the words he said aren't so grave and that the threats were far more than a tad extreme! Someone should've held his hand and told him he was going to get through this.

When a boy tells his father "I've embarrassed you so I'm running away" a father shouldn't just say "Go ahead! I think it's right that you should leave so you won't dishonor me." JYP is like a father-figure to them and he should've done MORE. Maybe Jay needed time away from Korea. JYP should've said, "I understand. We understand. I know this seems difficult but you have to be strong. You have to show them you're more than who you were before. You have to be strong and get through it because you responsibilities to your younger members and to your fans who love and respect and ACCEPT you; the whole of you. So take your time but promise them you're going to come back. Whatever those haters said, it's nothing compared to the love your dongsengs and fans have for you. You've been through so much. You can get through this cuz you're not alone. We're HERE WITH YOU. WE LOVE YOU."

What Jay Park went through was a traumatic situation. More than a friend, a professional psychiatrist should've been there to help him analyze the situation because surely, Jay only blames himself. Which is wrong. HE'S THE VICTIM HERE. Someone should've been there to explain everything to him and help him process whatever the hell happened that fateful first week of September. As president of the company, JYP should've taken care of him better. Something more than just "I totally agree with your assessment." Cuz Jay is young and the experience was overwhelming. HE SHOULD HAVE BEEN PROTECTED.

I honestly didn't like his response. Saying that "If he comes back" instead of "when he comes back" is just wrong. JYP just played with the hottests so they'll buy the stupid album! I know all you hottests are jumping with joy but I'm NOT happy with this. IT'S SOOO WRONG!

JYP SHOULD MAN UP AND TAKE CARE OF JAY LIKE HE SHOULD! TELL THAT BOY IT'S NOT HIS FAULT AND THAT IT'S SAFE FOR HIM TO COME BACK BECAUSE FOR EVERY 1 PERSON WHO HATES HIM, THERE ARE 1,000 HOTTESTS AND FANS WHO HAVE OVERFLOWING LOVE AND RESPECT FOR HIM.

Thai Hottest show their love for 2PM

Mon, 02 Nov 2009 07:59:57 GMT

the best hottest flashmob i've ever seen...

all for "a boy who's short and looks like he's from seattle"

if you see him, tell him his brothers and hottest family is waiting for him.

WE LOVE YOU JAY PARK!

watch it now!

kameraman

Thu, 29 Oct 2009 08:03:16 GMT

you shut down your xanga site. i never got to thank you for your kind words. thanks sooo much for understanding my situation. maybe someday we'll get to meet. your comment was really uplifting. thank you for being God's angel. I love you. May God bless you always! *hug* You've healed a little part of my soul. Thank You.

Being a "noona" (kr: male's older sister) is really bothering me

Wed, 02 Sep 2009 13:16:39 GMT

Woah! I haven't blogged in like 5 months or something.

Oh well... So many things have happened. Let me see: I graduated from nursing college, watched Boys Over Flowers (MBC korean drama version of Hana Yori Dango), took the national nursing licensure exam, went back to Saudi Arabia, went on vacation to Egypt, found out in Luxor that I passed the National Nursing Licensure Exam (which has a national passing rate of 42% out of 70,000+ test takers) , and went back to Saudi Arabia to start fasting for Ramadan.

Anyway, can you believe it? I finally passed the Nursing Board Exam! After all that hard work!

And in between that, I've watched a lot of Korean and Taiwanese drama and read Twilight (which does not hold a candle to Buffy but definitely serves its purpose in feeding teenage girl fantasies; but hello! Edward is like Angel Junior much!). I've also read Maya Angelou's I Know Why The Caged Bird Sings. And a book about Geisha... and Marianne Williamson's A Return To Love. Of course, there are other books by Jane Austen too. Now I'm trying to read Christopher Paolini's Brisingr but the intro is boring so....

I've also been immersed in Korean Pop music: Super Junior, Wonder Girls, 2PM, Rain/Bi, T-Max, A'ST1, A&T, Big Bang, Crown J, SNSD/Girls Generation, Hwang Bo, Ji Sun, SHINee, and SS501.

My boys SS501 (from left to right: Kim Hyung Joon, Heo Young Saeng, Park Jung Min, Kim Hyun Joong, Kim Kyu Jong)

I am now officially an SS501 groupie! :D hehehehehe! It's all Kim Hyun Joong's fault! He's got me learning and studying Korean (read, write, and speak; it is one of the hardest languages to learn in the world though) so I can go to their Singapore concert this December! :D My dad (Egyptian) hates it cuz I haven't learned Arabic yet! Hahahaha!

Oh well, all the crap I've said is just so you know that I'm all KPop now... and All About Korean is my new hobby theme. Now... I've always been a person who's admired and crushed on and idolized pop stars who are older than me. SS501's perfect (They're all older than me); I don't really have an aesthetic interest in Super Junior so I don't care about their ages; I'm only mildly interested in 2PM.

SHINee: The boys who made me a Noona in KPop world

However, SHINee is a big problem for me. The boys are awesome and cute and can even pass for sexy with their dancing style as they're so suave. BUT THEY'RE SOOOO YOUNG! They're all sooo much younger than me! I mean one thing I've taken pride in as as SS501 groupie is that I'm not one of SS501's noona fans (Noona: what Korean males call their older sister; familiar female older than them). But with SHINee! They're all so much YOUNGER! Most of them are born in the '90's (I'm born 1988). It's quite disturbing.

And while as a nurse, I know exactly what the word pedophile means. I can't help but associate myself with the word even though I have NO SEXUAL PREFERENCE/FETISH for them. It makes me feel old and icky! (remembering Scary Movie 4; Michael Jackson line [excuse the pun]: Hey little girl, do you have any younger brothers or sisters?)

And NO! Their single Noona, you're so pretty (Replay) is not helping ONE BIT!

What Drives My Life

Wed, 29 Apr 2009 08:50:06 GMT

I got this from my old A Purpose Driven Life Journal. I wrote it four years ago when I was just starting out in college. I really liked what I wrote back then so i decided to put it up here. Enjoy:

I feel very thankful for the benevolence of the Lord, my God. I feel blessed that we are given many chances to fail, to change, and to redeem ourselves in His eyes. One day, hopefully sometime near, I will no longer be bound by people's expectations of me; no longer shackled by my need to succeed; no longer tormented by the desperation to get by day in and day out. One day, by God's will, I will shine like a bright angel, glorious because of His light, doing as He commands... And use me for the purpose of which He intended my being here. Lo! Behold! What a radiant servant I shall become... And then with God's eyes of pride upon me, I will live! And live for Him alone!

Wow! Exhilarating! :)

about me on friendster (til april 18, 2009)

Sat, 18 Apr 2009 02:44:27 GMT

everytime i change my "about me" on friendster, i post it here to archive it. :D

1) ako si micz. di ko alam ang last name ko. at di pa ko sure kung ano talaga pangalan ko. kaya pahirapan sa PRC. BADTRIP.

2) kasi nga nursing student ako. april 4, 2009 po ako gagraduate. to all my friends: okay lang kahit after board exams na yung gifts nyo, basta meron! (^_^) thanks po in advance! :D

3) "xei, san si micz?" yan ang laging tanong sakin ng tropa ko! di ako si xei! xa ang baby sis ko at bestfriend ko. oo, inaamin ko super magkaiba kami sa maraming bagay but she's the one person that keeps me together. i love her kahit anong mangyari. you have a problem with her? let's take it outside. gets?

4) goal ko ngayon: to top the june 2009 board exams. alam ko malayong mangyari yun. pero hindi masamang mangarap. i know it's going to be hard as hell & i'm probably going to need the people i love to fight for me just so i'll keep at it but i will try my hardest. last shot ko to. please pray for me. i still want to be an architect, an archer, & a barista but right now, i need this for my mom.

5) i miss my bestfriends: mark, jeff, oxo, honey, & lalo na si eve. super talaga si eve. pero tulad nga ng sabi sa bahay: BEGIN.GROW.FLOW.
      BEGIN: We begin each day with a chance to make a difference or affect change. The phone calls we always take, that's the relationship we're in. You don't have to explain. Our actions speak louder than words.
      GROW: Everyone grows. Up, on, out... no matter which direction, there is always growth. We have to give each other the time, the space, & the chance to do so. If we hinder their progress, then we'll be depriving that person from what may be the opportunity of a lifetime.
      FLOW: Just go with it. The only constant thing aside from time is change. These two go hand in hand. Friends let each other grow & are fine with it because they understand that though the river may branch out in different directions, in the end, all those streams will still meet & join the ocean. We learn to go with the flow & ride it out. We also have to enjoy every second of it. Live life with no regrets.

6) i'm thankful for the people who are always looking out for me: mom, dad, chat, mhai, elie, jasmin, milcha, kuya buye, kuya hans, ping, ate ayna, & ate tin. it's different when they check in... because even though they're so busy with their own lives, they always try to make their presence known in mine. thanks po super! i love you guys!

7) to the "Little Women" (dapat ata seven dwarves; joke!) ng buhay ko: ate abie, ate lyn, ate dets, ate tanya, ate casey, ate kat, & ate pat, i love you girls! mga guardian angels ko. they're always there for me. mga ate ko sila & it's something new to me. marami kasi akong kuya sa buhay ko, pero bilang panganay sa buong angkan, di ko talaga naexperience yung magkaroon ng ate. i'm blessed to have them as my sisters! yey! :D

8) God is always showing me miracles. He provides for me & amazes me every single time. Marami akong di naiintindihan in my life pero alam ko, in His time, i will understand. Promise Nya yun. & i believe Him.

9) He has provided me with a loving family outside my own: ate jo, ate khae, ate mavic, ate shey, ate mards, louie, dan, jp, pat, jay, kuya henry, at tay alex... at si pao! hahaha! ephesians 6:1 love you pao! hahahaha! :D namimiss ko na sila... pinauuwi na ko ng mga kapatid ko! tagal ko na daw di bumabalik sa bahay! hehehehe...

10) thesis kasi; busy-busyhan kasi sa requirements. pero gagraduate pa rin! hahahaha! nga lang, wala nang social life si ate... patay na bata!

11) "how did you get through the last days of college?" my answer: "LOTS OF COFEE & ALCOHOL!" uuu! yan ang sinabi ko! i've gotten into the drinking thing na. =[ oo... di umabot si nene sa graduation: drinking, bar, club... tapos na ko jan! next stop: cigarrettes, drugs, & premarital sex! joke! hahaha... pero alam ko na limits ko... drinking has lost its magic. so i'm done with it. sober na si ate. PROMISE.

12) i try to live life a little bit more each day. oo, mejo nagwala ako nung jan-march & i've changed a hell of a whole lot pero i'm learning to do things in moderation. admittedly, identity versus role confusion na ko. who would've thought it'd catch up with me. i thought i've established who i am na... apparently, i'm still learning.

13) i still read and write. my favorite sites are postsecret and grey matter (grey's anatomy writers blog). i'm still reading the bible and i write on my journal planner. those constants keep me grounded in this topsy-turvey world.

14) i don't know the difference between love and obsession. i'd like to think that i do, cuz it would help me sleep better at night but i don't. in time, i suppose i'll learn... scary noh? but i'm trying to understand naman eh. fortunately for my zahir, i don't act on my feelings.

15) i'd like to die while i'm alive... and not when i've been dead a long time. if you don't understand what i mean, read paolo coelho's books. you'll get it when you do. i promise.

PATRICK PETER SUAREZ

Tue, 31 Mar 2009 08:25:48 GMT

"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up a whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' or 'how very perceptive' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. Nothing should be able to do that. Especially not love. I hate love."
- The character "Rose Walker" in The Sandman #65 by Neil Gaiman

Absence diminishes little passions and increases great ones, as the wind extinguishes candles and fans a fire. [Fr., L'absence diminue les mediocres passions et augmente les grandes, comme le vent eteint les bougies et allume le feu.]
- Francois Duc dela Rochefoucauld

“Until one morning, I’ll wake up and find I’m thinking about something else, and then I’ll know the worst is over. My heart might be bruised, but it will recover and become capable of seeing the beauty of life once more. It happened before, it will happen again, I’m sure. When someone leaves, it’s because someone is about to arrive–I’ll find love again.”
- Paolo Coelho, The Zahir

Because as of now, I can't string together a coherent post about how I feel for a guy who smiled at me after one of the lowest points in my life. And then he left. Just like that. FUCK IT!

The catch:

Before we set our hearts too much upon anything, let us examine how happy those are who already possess it.
- Francois Duc de La Rochefoucauld

He isn't mine to want.

partner convo #2: RELATIONSHIPS

Sun, 29 Mar 2009 07:38:54 GMT

Date: Friday, 20 March, 2009 1:20 PM
Subject: partner convo #2: RELATIONSHIPS

Message: GOOD MORNING [insert name here]! This is our second partner conversation.
Our flavor of the week is relationships--OF ALL KINDS. Wanna try it out?
You must answer all the questions honestly.
If you can't, go find another survey.
You ready? Start now.
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1. Family first. Who do you love most among them?
♥ my mom.
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2. Why?
♥ she's my mother!
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3. Is the person you love most within your family the same person you can tell EVERYTHING to? Why?
♥ unfortunately not. because she won't understand *emo?!*.
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4. Does your family know everything there is to know about you?
♥ no... =(
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5. Really?
♥ believe me.
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6. What is the best thing anyone from your family has ever done for you?
♥ i can't remember right now.
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7. What is the worst?
♥ hmmm... bitter-bitteran?
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8. Does it affect your present relationship with them now?
♥ I think so...
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9. Is there anything you'd like to tell them now?
♥ I'm pregnant; KIDDING! joke! get it?! hahahaha!
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10. If you have one regret regarding anyone in your family, what is it?
♥ that they don't know me that well anymore...
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11. Can anything be done about it?
♥ i don't know.
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[Are you still ok after all that talk? Let's move on to friends.]
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12. Name a best friend outside your immediate family. Are you your bestfriend's best friend? Or is the feeling one sided?
♥ ate abie... i think it's one sided. i'm not grown up enough to be her best-friend... BATA. hehe... (^_^,)
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13. Recall an ex best friend. Who is she/he? How did you fall out?
♥ Ummm... ***. we just sort of became different people.
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14. Is your relationship with number 13 still fixable? Would you like to fix it? Or is it better this way?
♥ I honestly don't know.
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15. Who is that someone you'd like to develop a deeper friendship with?
♥ 5114
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16. Are you sure you just want a FRIENDSHIP with your answer in number 15? Be honest.
♥ for the first time in my life, I can honestly say YES. friend lang po talaga; kuya type of person.
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17. What if he/she fell in love with you? What would you do?
♥ hahaha! di ah! faithful kami pareho!
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18. Are you HONESTLY happy with all your relationships (family, friends, significant others)?
♥ not really... =(
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[We're almost through... Are you still with me? You know what's coming next right?]
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19. Who can make you happier?
♥ 5367
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20. Aside from family members, who is the one person you'd want to check on you day in and day out without making you feel uncomfortable?
♥ same answer with number 19.
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21. Describe your present relationship with your answer in number 20. Are you satisfied with it?
♥ friends ata kami... I think... or not. Syempre di ako satisfied with it... =( haha! HONEST talaga noh? di naman kasi nya mababasa eh! hahahaha!(^_^)
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22. Are you your significant other's significant other?
♥ of course not. he's happily in a relationship. (-_-')
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23. Are you sure with your answer in number 22? Would you like to change anything about it?
♥ yes i'm sure with my answer in number 22. I'm okay with this. I can't give him what he wants anyway... =|.
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24. Name one person you are acquainted with but do not presently have any kind of relationship with.
♥ sandro.
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25. If you could spend one entire day with him/her, would you?
♥ oo naman.
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26. Would you be happy after that day ends? Would you want another day like it?
♥ I'd like to think that I'd be happy... and if all goes well, syempre I'd want a repeat.
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27. Out of all your acquaintances, why did you choose your answer to number 24?
♥ because he's cute and sweet and I haven't seen him since the day we met. =P
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You seem exhausted so I'm ending our partner conversation at number 27.
I'm giving you a complimentary tall handcrafted beverage of your choice.
[hands you your drink] We'll follow up next time ok?
Thanks for the talk.
Visit us again!
Have a nice day!

partner conversation

Sun, 29 Mar 2009 07:35:33 GMT

Date: Tuesday, 17 March, 2009 10:30 AM
Subject: partner conversation

Message: GOOD MORNING [insert name here]!
This is our partner conversation.
SIT DOWN. let's talk.
SERYOSOHANG USAPAN TOH.
GO.
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1. Bakit gising ka pa?
> kasi po, umaga na... (^_^)
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2. What can i get for you today?
> grande white mocha apple berry juice freeze and a chicken turkey gruyere sandwich please
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3. For here? Or to go?
> for here po.
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4. Kamusta ka na?
> okay lang. I think...
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5. Anong pinag-bubusyhan mo ngayon (maliban sa survey na toh)?
> thesis po.
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6. Ano ang worries mo right now?
> wow... marami po.. but frontrunner yung graduation. scary!
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7. What can i do to make it better for you?
> um... pagawa po ng case study then kung pede po, ask her to let him go na so i can have him! WOW! may ganun? joke! case study and thesis nalang po!
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8. How was your last weekend?
> OMG! so fun! XD actually, so messed up! can't talk about it! hahahahahaha!
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9. Did you meet anyone new?
> hahahaha! Mother father!!!! joke... yes! NOT fun!
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10. Nasaan ang mga friends mo? Bakit hindi kayo magkakasama?
> sa mga bahay nila... kasi di kami share ng house!
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11. Who do you miss? Why?
> ummm.... because.
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12. Meron ka bang taong hinahanap ngayon?
> opo...
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13. Sino sya? At bakit mo sya hinahanap?
> ***. KASI po miss ko na sya.
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14. Who is the eighth most important person in your life? Why?
> WOW! pag-iisipin mo pa ko?! wow! answer to question number 12 po. cuz i love him. ATA!
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15. Are you a good person?
> i used to be... =(
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16. Is abortion acceptable? Yes or no. No explanations.
> Yes
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17. What are your plans for this coming weekend?
> pumarty after matapos ang mga requirements! (^_^)
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18. Are you happy?
> relatively
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19. Have you changed at all in anyway from the person you were exactly one year ago?
> hahahahaha! yes. i don't even know who i am anymore. identity versus role confusion? who would've thought it'd catch up with me... kala ko nalampasan ko na yan! WTF?!
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20. What is your most significant life changing experience since the beginning of 2009?
> feb 26, 2009... cuz that's when I started... and i haven't stopped since then. Hi! I'm micz... tanggera in the making. (-_-')
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21. Does it trump that of 2008?
> hell yeah!
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22. Who are your best friends?
> the ones who know everything there is to know about me; those who love me and accept me wholeheartedly without judging me. *emotera?!*
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23. How are they now?
> pagod, tulog, magkakasakit... working... medicating... drinking... okay lang sila..
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24. What is your biggest regret of 2009?
> that i wasn't strong enough, tough enough, brave enough, reckless enough, in love enough to fight for him...
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25. If you could change your #24, would you? Or would you just take it as a learning opportunity?
> i would change it... but i can't... so i guess that leaves me with a learning opportunity or a moral lesson: don't ask God, to make your evil schemes come true! wow ang resback ni Lord! (-_-,)
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26. Are you disappointed with anyone?
> yes.
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27. How can he/she make it up to you?
> let's talk... usap kami.
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28. I never thought that I'd fall in love, love, love, love / But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush...
> so true... funny how it seems... always in time, but never in line for dreams... hahahaha!
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29. Does number 28 hold true to you? Within context? Or out of context?
> hahahaha! it does! surprisingly! :D out of context! nadali mo! :D
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30. What do you plan to do about it?
> Cuz if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me / And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be / Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet / And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street. [dito lang ako... seryoso. i'm not moving. CATHARTIC much?! hahahaha!]
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Here's your order.
Don't forget your change.
Thanks for your time.
Visit us again!
Have a nice day!

about me... (effective til 03/28/09)

Fri, 27 Mar 2009 16:14:06 GMT

1) ako si micz. pero hindi lang yan ang nickname ko. sa bahay, ako si "ate", "nak", "precious" (plane crash survivor po ito at 3 mos. old), at "guy" (hulaan mo kung bakit). sa school naman o sa labas, lahat na ng ispelling ng micz, makikita mo: mix, mics, mycs, myx, miks, mikz, micx, miz, myzx, mi, or mika/mica pa man yan. pero okay lang. pag tinanong mo, sasabihin ko naman sayo eh: M-I-C-Z. di sya ganoon kahirap... ispell or itanong. =D

2) si mariella marisse ang bestfriend ko. ang off-again on-again bestfriend ko. pero sya din ang sister ko, kaya i think it's understandable naman diba? 3 years din kami di nag-uusap nyan! astig noh? but we're doing our best... and tang-ina an'saya! dahil super close na kami ulit ngayon! thanks kay God! galing noh? =D

3) the farthest people from me now (emotionally) are those i actually consider my bestfriends. wala silang masyadong balita about sa buhay ko at super miss ko na sila: eve, honey, jeff, oxo, at mark. nakakalungkot.

4) pero okay din lang naman. may sari-sariling mga buhay yung mga yun. pero anjan si chat, milcha, jasmin, elie, marialle, kuya hans, and ping. luv ko sila super! importanteng bahagi sila ng buhay ko.

5) palagi akong naamaze kay God. as in! palagi syang may magic na pinapakita sakin! palagi nyang pinapatunayan kung gaano sya kagaling. kaya tinatry ko palagi ipakita sa kanya kung gaano ko sya kamahal. most of the time, patay na bata ako... pero i make an effort naman... so sana okay na yun.

6) namimiss ko na ang mommy ko. andami na nyang na-miss out sa buhay ko. ganun din si dad, omar, at menna. pero nalulungkot ako sa amin ni mommy.

7) dati akong antisocial. ganun pa rin ako ngayon... selective na nga lang. i've met more new people in the last three months alone than i have in the rest of the three years i've been in the philippines.

8) ako ngayon ay matuturingang layas, malandi, maharot, masiyahin, mababaw, flexible, and more than a tad irresponsible. pagnarinig yan ng mga taong kilala ako noon pero hindi na ngayon, hindi sila maniniwala AT ALL. feeling ko, sobrang ibang tao na ko ngayon compared sa person i was noong start ng 2008. wow! sana carry ko.

9) REGULAR customer ako ng starbucks PS. 7/10 times na dadaan ka, makikita mo ko doon... most of the time kasama sis ko... pag wala akong kasama, wag mong isiping loner ako! nagkakamali ka!

10) dahil lagi kong sinasamahan sina: ate abie, ate lyn, ate dets, ate mards, ate mavic, dan, ate kat, & ate shey! pero okay naman ako with the rest of the team... enjoy lang talaga pag kasama ko sila. special mention sina jayson, pat, kuya henry, at tay alex! =D namimiss ko na si tanya! at si deng na rin dahil miss na sya ng boys namin dun.

11) i've read the whole bible once na. i plan to reread it every year. super late na ko ngayon sa second reading ko... sana matapos ko pa rin.

12) madali na akong magka-crush. sinasabi ko din agad sa mga ka-close ko kung sinong crush ko. 9/10 times, one time lang yung attraction.

13) talo ako sa mga lalaking: mabait, maalalahanin, di makakalimutin, matangkad, at chinito. talo din ako sa mga matatalino at malalandi. pero kahit hindi ganoon, pag-gusto ko (di tulad ng dati), kahit anong mangyari, gusto ko pa rin.

14) pag gusto ko ang isang tao, nahihirapan akong kumilos sa harap nya. kaya bisto ako lagi! mega deny naman ako! wag kayong maniniwala sakin pag ganun! =D

15) i keep a planner-journal. matapos sagutan ang checklist, nag-jojournal na ko. kaya panay post-it at ad-ons ang mga pahina ng planner ko.

16) sa lahat ng pinagbago ko, bookworm pa rin ako. mahilig din ako sa fanfiction. ang favorite sites ko ay destiny's gateway, spikeluver, at adultfanfiction.net. husgahan mo na ko! i don't care.

17) i don't smoke, drink, or shoot drugs. i've never been kissed, nor done anything involving fetish and sex. one of my favorite songs is nirvana's sex and candy. pagka-graduate, excited na ko mag-inom! haha! =D

18) pagnamatay ako, 90% sure ako na lung cancer ang aabutin ko. lahat ng friends ko nagyoyosi at lagi akong kasama. DEADS! =D

19) idealistic akong tao. pero hindi ako naghahanap ng pag-ibig sa ngayon. my first ever heartache was jian, followed by maico, and ended by edgar. okay lang kami ng mga taong toh, pero as of now, puro KALANDIAN lang ang hanap ko.

20) luv ko si ate abie, ate lyn, at ate dets! super talaga! sila ang rason kung bakit ko gusto magbarista! para makasama sila.

21) hindi ako matalino, di din ako magaling. pero mejo responsable din naman ako... at okay daw akong magdala ng damit.

22) ang heaviest weight ko ay 110 kg. ngayon, ako ay 87kg (^_^) ang goal before graduation, 70-75 kg! kaya ko yan! aja! =D

23) i appreciate people easily... dahil ganoon lang talaga 'ko. i always mean what i say though... unless i say otherwise. simple lang kasi akong tao. i don't play games.

24) natatakot ako na baka hindi ako gumraduate. sana pag-pray nyo otherwise.

25) CARRY ako ni LORD! kahit ano pa yan! (^_^)